Archive for March, 2007


Realization: Nothing lightens burdens and also equally adds to them than a nice talk. What a paradox.

I love that I got to spend time with phamily. Mine is especially awesome. Few people make me laugh as much as my witty brudda and sistah, and few people give me as many hugs and kisses at an hourly rate as them and my C-C. Thank God I have them. I’ll miss them when I move away, and I’ll be sorry the distance will make it difficult to be in each others lives. I’ll miss watching them grow up and change…it already seems so fast and if I don’t get to see them every few months it’ll be even harder. They are so amazing and I’m so proud of them ๐Ÿ™‚

Realization #2: I’m right, I’m convinced. Dissociation does wonders. I didn’t dissociate before going to bed last night and had a troubled sleep, woke up late and made my cold worse. Moral: always actively dissociate from the day’s talks/events. Its not worth it not to do it.

Realization #3: Nothing is as painful or sucks away as much time as a personal statement. Nothing.

Realization #4: Writing in Hangul using the Asian languages Windows pack is about a million times more fun than writing the PS. ์‹ ์ž, ์ค€๋ง๋จ€ (‘truthfully, really’ in probably bad spelling). And i’m getting better ๐Ÿ™‚ ์• ์ž์• ์ž!!! (what else…Aja Aja!)

Can’t wait for the summer…when i can actually find time and learn ๐Ÿ™‚

Until then….๋ฏธ๋‹ค์‹ธ

What I’m listening to: On The Street ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ์—์„œ


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…is the root of all evil. i’m convinced. i’m addicted to procrastinating. i’m avoiding working my ass off so that *if* I fail, I don’t have to feel so bad. And that is some damn self-destruction right there. But its too long a story, and i don’t have time. ๐Ÿ˜‰time is passing so fast, time is so precious, time, there isn’t enough of it. and yet i keep wasting it doing NOTHING!

Dear X: GET A DAMN HOLD ON YOURSELF OR WATCH YOUR LIFE/DREAMS GO DOWN THE SEWAGE PIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love, your common sense. (is it sewage or drain?)

Today I’ve been much better….i think….but then, can anyone possible work 16 out of 24 hours?? or even 10?? is it wrong if i just get 8-9 hours of work done a day?? that bad??? and its freakin’ spring break!! i know i have a lot left to get done and school starts soon. but what do i do? authke??

Don’t want to be drowning in all this, but can’t seem to want to get myself out. well, lets just watch what happens. For your special entertainment: “The tales and trials of the young pre-med who got tired at the end of the race.” Please turn all cellphones off. Do not litter. And make sure you support our special sponsors, ‘Hard Work and Misery’ and ‘Procrastination is the key to Failure.’

Enjoy the show.

PS: Ran another mile today, in 13.2 minutes!! WHOO What a rush. Then did weights. All sore, but worth it. Early morning walk tomorrow–YAY! ๐Ÿ™‚

What I’m listening to: She Is, Clazziquai. One of my pick me up songs.
Next: Fabric, Midival Punditz from the OST to Monsoon Wedding. Probably a very little known yet extremely amazing track.

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